Pre-Teen

Beberapa bulan yang lalu hari jadi gw datang, untuk kesekian kalinya, usia gw bertambah lagi satu tahun. Hmm...kesannya biasa aja..age's nothing but a number and if I may add..28 is the new 25 people! Insecurity stroke me a bit, I (unconsciously) try to look younger than my age, in my defend..I'm plainly wearing effortless look. Magically people around me are getting this vibe, they notice that my attitude some what classified as "ABG"...though I talk none like them (sometimes it just slip right out of my mouth) but to be frank I'm comfortable with the way I am.

Another story, I'm, at this moment..caught up in some school yard love, uughhh disgusting. This guy I knew from the old days and we kinda spend lot of time together. At first we were just two old friends catching up few stories..one thing led to another...now we update our activities to each other, ah sounds familiar huh? The thing is, if we're in grade school, he'll be yanking my hair and acting jerk, I'll sadly be like hating it and flattered at the same time and you stuck in that situation where the relationship becomes undefined, you know how that work. It's been a while since I have this storm of feelings, the up and down waiting for his call or message, that excitement of meeting him, the effort and energy, and he's such a persistent...and I like that. Despite all of the hassle, nagging, and yelling (yes, we have weird way of communicating)...I'm enjoying the time, he makes me laugh and most importantly...he makes me comfortable.

Well anyhow, no matter how this will turn out later, I'd thank him, thank him for keeping me out of desperation. For a while there, I thought that I was losing my sanity. And mainly, I thank him for putting me to the place where evidently I still believe in love.